In my younger age I thought I lived the same, to looked back during my childhood days, we lived very happy together with my whole family, I had nothing to asked for the Lord, my life that time was very fantastic part of my life feels like I am their precious princess because I am the youngest, I don't knew what was a problem, I don't knew how to be sad, all I knew was that I'm so very happy I had everything, because my Father gave us all we wanted to had, my Father was the best father in the whole world, he really care of us. We went to church every sunday, when she came home in our province because he worked in manila to sustain our needs, we had lot of happy memories during his with us. He loved my mother so much they planned to had a wedding when he came back here in Cebu, he told us that he brings us two Barbie Dolls to my sister and me, And my brother was a remote control car. We had lots of toys in our house, we had a maid during our elementary years, for me if it was only a dreamed I'd rather not to be awoke just to be happy.
But the reality take's place my beloved and best ever "Father" was died in an accident in the Rockwell Company were he worked, it feels like loosing one part of our entire body, it feels likes were being paralyze, we don't knew how to explain our feelings especially me because I loved my "Father" so much I want to hug him a lot and say I love you and thank you for loving us for the last time, I am still in grade 1 on that day but I already feel how it hurts me most and said what shall we do without our Father. Because of what was happened to our family my mother decided to sent my brother and sister to my Aunties to continue their studying. It was my very sad moment because we were not playing together, I never be had a Father to went to the church, I missed those happy memories, during that time. Our mother teach us how to be independent enough though it hurts but acceptance was the most important for us to achieve our dreams because we have no right to hold somebody to make them stay to us forever till now I missed my "Father" and my love for him stays the same, I always pray for his souls and sins that God accept him but I knew for sure God's love him so much because he was so nice, kind and merciful father and most of all very loving father. And I knew he always pray for us down here and keep us safe all the time, that we will survive all the trials that we may encounter. All I can say for those who had their Mother and Father, respect them, love them and while they both still there for you to support and love you.
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